tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6663954528898078682.post2293903911152570934..comments2010-02-11T23:46:46.344-05:00CiCi Kittenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09575864979317872087noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6663954528898078682.post-3169221034657125432010-02-11T23:46:46.344-05:002010-02-11T23:46:46.344-05:00Jessica,<br />Thanks for the offer! So sweet of you, babydoll! I&#39;ll check out the sites and get back to you soon!<br />xoxo,<br />CiCiCiCinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6663954528898078682.post-51702370449417230412010-02-11T23:45:40.323-05:002010-02-11T23:45:40.323-05:00Madaleine,<br />Thanks so much for your comment! So nice to hear from you. I hope you find some friends to go out with tho, it&#39;s always safer (and much more fun) to be out with friends.<br /><br />but, if you continue your outings alone, and walking in steep heels makes you feel vulnerable, i suggest you check out some of the hot new boots in flat styles. Some are knee high and some are over-the-knee. (And i&#39;m not talking about UGGs -- although i luv my Uggs.) These are much more stylish... and easier to get around in!<br /><br />best of luck to you, doll!<br /><br />xoxo,<br />CiCiCiCinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6663954528898078682.post-32659060058418675212010-02-09T19:03:25.477-05:002010-02-09T19:03:25.477-05:00Hello Cici. My name is Jessica. I have been a long time reader and shopper at the website. I am also a vlogger and post videos on youtube discussing my transition and life and general. You can view my page here if youd like. www.youtube.com/TransMissioning <br /><br />A friend of mine has recently created a website :<br />(TheWayYouLookAtMe.com)<br />This website is just starting off and aims at the transcommunity. It has gotten lots of transindividuals to try to work harder on their videos and maintain a better quality of topics and insight for the trans community as a whole. The website is looking for people who are interested in submitting articles or blogs.So far we have one up and are looking for four or so more individuals. As I got your email with your new blog, I thought, how can I not ask you!!!!<br /><br />I was thinking, as the Managing Editor, I would love for you to take a look at the website and see if you wouldnt mind posting your vlogs up there as well, not just on your site. We do have quite of number of site viewers which are mostly trans individuals and it would mean free advertising for you in return, just to post your blog on the website as well.<br /><br />The site again is :<br /><br />TheWayYouLookAtMe.com<br /><br />You can reach me at jessicacruz6109@yahoo.com<br /><br />I look forward to hearing from you. Thanks always...<br /><br />Jessica CruzJessica Cruzhttp://www.youtube.com/TransMissioningnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6663954528898078682.post-30007205268580056972010-02-04T03:27:29.374-05:002010-02-04T03:27:29.374-05:00Wow! Very well written and self perceptive. It IS hard sometimes. I&#39;m single, so no family to worry about...but still have obligations to myself and others. Don&#39;t want to get so lost that I don&#39;t focus on my work, or even just chores that are easier to do when I&#39;m not in high heels and lovely, but delicate, or easily stained fabrics.. It&#39;s a shame..<br />Hope you find that balance that works for you. Just keep BOTH sides real if you can.<br />ps-just a little reality. I was dressed up nice in these knee high boots, red hair, nice walk. Went to my local 24 hour CVS. Their was hardened snow on the ground, and as I slipped around, I noticed how vulnerable I was vs. a GG who&#39;d be smart enough to be in old jeans and sneakers...or at least boots without spike heels!<br />The really dangerous part was when I came out of the store. 3am... no one else around...and suddenly I&#39;m hearing whistles and catcalls from (I believe) were maintenance workers with my long red hair just flaming down the back of my leather jacket, long legs and skinny jeans. I&#39;m deaf in one ear, and icouldn&#39;t tell where the sounds were coming from. And I&#39;m stumbling, slowly toward my car, fumbling for the keys and suddenly feeling VERY, VERY vulnerable. Finally make it into the car and locked the door and got to reflecton what if someone tried to pick me up, or rape me! and/or beat the living shit out of me! It was a very scary thought. So much for the feel good clothes and feminine attitude if I ended up in the hospital...Sigh, I still probably want to be wearing some delicate silky panties in my hopital bed. Oh, I&#39;m stuck alright. I&#39;ll never not be a cd. . <br />No more late nights out by myself, at least not dressed sexy and make up to the hilt. Being only part way out of the closet and living in an apartment where I don&#39;t want to have to explain myself to neighbors, I only generally go out for late night errands, or the occasional shopping trip during the day.<br />That&#39;s part of the dark side of being a woman, much less a CD! Like you, I like being a cd and have no desire to transition, but boy I wish I could be more of a woman much more of the time. And do it without fear.<br />Thank you CiCi. You opened me up tonight. Good night and good luck.Madeleine_Rosenoreply@blogger.com