Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Behind Closed Doors...A Blog for SuddenlyFem by Cupcake


There’s more to all this than just a pair of stockings, a good push-up bra and high heels in your size, for both you and your partner. With that, let’s get personal. Whether cross-dressing is primarily a sexual kink or you’re finding yourself moving toward a physical transition, this will impact your sexuality and your sex life with your partner. My last blog touched on the thoughts and concerns she may have, but an honest discussion of the nitty-gritty is something that doesn’t happen often enough. I’m working on an assumption that you want to maintain your relationship and the two of you are committed to one another. While I’m using female pronouns for the partner here, I think that most of this will apply regardless of gender.

If it’s really all about the sex for you, at least for now, working dressing up into bedroom play may not be so hard. Talk it through and define both of your boundaries, just as you would for any other sexual fantasy. This is a good time to talk about what each of you needs and wants from this experience and about your fears and discomfort. Take baby steps and start small. Treat this as role play, making it something fun. Written erotica, a visit to an adult toy store or an appropriately themed video may help to provide the two of you with a bit of inspiration, if you’re floundering.

Women’s magazines are full of advice about getting yourself in the mood. Take advantage of these tips when the night comes. While it may be a bit sappy, it works if you’re feeling nervous, regardless of chromosomes. Send the kids to Grandma’s house, relax and have a glass of wine. Laugh together. While no one mentions this, put your lingerie on early in the night, before you have a chance to chicken out! There’s nothing worse than breaking the mood when you excuse yourself to put on a garter belt and stockings.

We’ve covered the easy part of this question. Integrating dressing up into your sex life isn’t necessarily difficult, especially when it’s about sex for you, not gender. Managing life in the bedroom when you’re feeling confused or struggling with your own gender identity is hard on both of you. Even if you’re not taking physical steps toward transition, you may find your libido is low or you’re just not feeling quite right about sex or about certain sex acts. You might even find that acceptance increases your libido. If you are transitioning, hormone treatments and androgen-blockers will change your sexual function in significant ways.

You have a few key responsibilities here. First, you owe it to your partner to communicate openly about what you’re feeling about your body and sex, and if necessary, about changes in your feelings. Some T-girls are fine with maintaining a traditional sexual relationship with a female partner, while others may be more comfortable looking for sexual activities that feel more feminine and less traditionally masculine. If you’re not okay with using the appendage-that-shall-not-be-named or having it touched, say so. You might be okay with some sex acts and not others or with pleasing her even if you’re not comfortable without your panties. Keep in mind that her libido may be just fine, even when yours isn’t. Making an effort to find sexual activities that work for both of you can help to preserve your relationship. Women manage to have perfectly satisfying sex with other women all the time, but it can take a bit of extra creativity to get there, if it’s new to the two of you. Regardless of whether you’re okay with sex or not right now, you do need to prioritize maintaining physical closeness. If sex is a no-go, cuddle, hold hands, give each other backrubs.

All of this implies that there’s still a mutual attraction, desire and willingness to work through the challenges that can come with crossdressing or gender identity issues. That leaves several big what-ifs. You may find that you’re attracted to men or other T-girls. She may not be attracted to you when you’re presenting as a woman. In either case, a trans-friendly counselor can help the two of you stay together or split up as good friends, even if you’re no longer functioning well as partners.

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

WhAT A BEAUTIFUL PERSON YOU ARE, both inside and out. I have been seeing you for a number of years now and always look forward to another. Your suggestions are a supportive movement to enjoyment for any couple of any persuasion. Thanks a heap!

Anonymous said...

i guess like a lot of things and people there are a lot of ups and downs and this most certainly includes my wife and myself .Its kinda like riding simultanious roller coasters with tracks that are seperated only by inches. Whos clicking up the slow climb to to nirvana and the excitement and anticipation of getting there or whos on the top of the world loving the single moment that feels eternal but is gone in the blink of an eye or who took the inevitable dive to the valley screaming as if life was going to end only to find that even though the initial rush might be unattainable ( at least untill you start again ) the thrill of my life really just started! the hardest part is holding hands with rubber arms. dear cupcake i posted the first response to your last blog . thank you for your response and advice ! and all i can say is " damn them valleys "

Anonymous said...

Great blog topic! And I love your dress! Where did you get it? I didn't see it on the SF website...

GiNa said...

I like that.....And i believe it's true you have to be true to yourself and you feelings if not you will always be lost.
GiNa,

GiNa said...

I like that.....And i believe it's true you have to be true to yourself and you feelings if not you will always be lost.
Gina,

Anonymous said...

Cupcake not gonna lie ur hot.... Ever since ive been comin to this site ive seen u and until recently i didnt kno ur name but i saw u all the tym and u look real pretty. Im a guy with a girl friend and she found my secret out two years ago and she gets facinated about new panties i get and shell buy stuff jus for me to wear sumtimes. But ive been taking hormones for two months now and havent noticed a difference. I would really love to look as hot as u but i dnt even kno if its worth buyin these, my question is i guess is it worth it and should i keep purchases them? And how long b4 i notice any changes? If u can keep up the post. And keep doin wat ur doing ur really good lookin.

Anonymous said...

I believe this is dream come true for me,i have secretly bought myself ladies wear since i feel i need to dress like one and i enjoy every moment of it,like many other man who will wear panties under their trousers,now i can enjoy crossdressing behind close doors,i love the look being a woman and i request any one who might know the support group in south africa that i can associate myself with it to post the adress.

Anonymous said...

I liked to wear my wifes panties and I also wear her bed time clothes. My wife tells me that I look better in her clothes than she does.